I feel hopeless, I'm hardly happy and when I am I can't be… - WHEN ALL HOPES DIE
Dec. 29th, 2010
I feel hopeless, I'm hardly happy and when I am I can't be continuously happy.
Life sucks. I hate how my mother is mentally sick, I hate her for not being able to protect me from what happened.
My boyfriend can be great for the most part but sometimes he makes me so mad I want to slam a bottle against his stupid head.
Yeah well fuck him, I know I'm not thin, or w.e enough and I know I have issues remembering stuff. BUT why can't he understand that MY FUCKING MONEY supports his FUCKING ASSSO THAT he can go to school AND I CAN'T!
Yeah I have to deal with his fucking anger problems I feel like I'm suffocating also I hate the people I work with I have to deal with so much fucking disrespect I wish I could cut off my ears so I don't have to listen to bullshit anymore. I work so goddamn hard and no-one FUCKING SEES THAT. Its also sad that the only way to comfort myself is puking and running on a treadmill.
I feel alone..